Wow, its been nine month since I updated my blog. So I would like to take this quality free time to update on my blog and everyone our there that can access my blog. :)
Graduated on May 10, its was fun and probably the very last time I went to RP. My mum and second aunt went together with me together with YJ. Though she had some unhappiness due to she has no one coming with her. But baby, I will always be there <3
Speaking of her, we are now together for a year and one month. I am not sure whether we can continue this relationship. Because throughout this one year we have a lot of misunderstood and unhappiness. I felt guilty and helpless as I thought I would bring her happiness but never unhappiness.
Sigh..
Okay, anyway I left with one month plus till 1st August which is my enlistment day in Tekong :D
I somehow feel excited and nervous with a bit of worrying.
Excited - apart having listen to numerous of story from all my friends that had been through the BMT, I feel that I should really go experience the whole BMT thing, which some of us complain its tough while others enjoy the most in their two years of serving the NS. The other part that makes me excited is because I was from the uniform group, NPCC. I love having bunch of good friends that will go through thick and thin together and helping one another. Those are the experience and feeling that are priceless. Which can't be brought and thought elsewhere.
Nervous - of course I will be worrying about the people and the training. I hope the people/bunk mate I going to befriend with a bunch of caring and helpful guys, don't really wish to have some "trying to act funny" guys spoiling the BMT making Sir to keep "Tekan" us.
Worrying - of course its about relationship, while at this point of time, the most I can do is to be truthful to her and make her feel good and let nature take its course.
While got to end here..I will always be there for you.
