Never thought we would go into this stage whereby we will become stranger. It's quite amazing to me that we can talk everything under the sun and now we barely had topic about the sky.
Dear,
Lately you have been hard to reach, is it because of work or is it because of me? But anyway, days without you around are hard to spend, it seems like I have too much time on hands and too little stuffs on hands to do. I finally understand the feeling of being left alone at home. And I really regret the times I took things for granted.
When I really needed the very someone, is far and unreachable, the feeling is unbearable. Maybe I am just getting my own deserts. But we know time won’t go back on its own.
There’s a lot of thing I miss doing together with you such as walking you to school/home, holding your hands, taking a stroll, cuddle each other and having someone beside you when you wake up from nap. These are just a few things I miss doing but there are still a lot of things we have not do together. Hoping I have a chance to do other more memorable things together. The very thing I want is we can sms each other and have fun in it. J
Right now the only thing I could do is slowly wait for your sms each day as the time passes by.
Recently I just started to learn origami of folding hearts, hope one day I can give it to you personally. And besides that, I browse through our old conversation from msn, I miss those days. During browsing, I feel disheartened to continue as there were parts of it are not really conversations but actually sentences from quarreling. L
Anyway I just want to end off this letter telling you I will always believe and respect what decision you made.
