Tuesday, 8 May, 2012

Hello, it's been a while since I last wrote on my blog.

As usual, whenever I had no other option to voice my upsets, unhappiness and emotional problems.
I would seek this little, very useful place on the world of internet that is my blog.

Okay. 9months into my NS life. Lots of fun time and hard time. That's aint the case.

The problem with my gf keep arising up now and then. It was okay after I enlist, we seldom quarrel, we would sweet talk, spend extra effort to make plans and meet up.

Soon, all of these will come to a stop. The workload of hers and mine tired us out.

Unit life is more tiring than what its seem to be and  not to mention duty on weekends and weekdays clashing what is it to be unreal shift work of hers?

Recently, upon seeing her tweets, I had an urge to ask her what is she referring to? But that was okay which I guess.

But, as her tweets got weirder and stranger which somehow really gotten my extra attention, I had to say I lost focus on work.

She tweet about she had been lying alot lately, I wonder on which part? The promising part of watching avengers together? Oh, she went to watch at a midnight show with her friend. That was until I call her on a day when she release for work. Then I know she watching it and she was guilty and said will watch again the following day.

So, the next day, was very excited and happy but only to reliase that soon a short whatsapp msg will appear and said not going, sorry. Thats was the third time of sorry I guess? How many disappointment will I receive.

I know I ever did stuff to disappoint her but I hope she not having the mentally that oh, apologizing can already. I thought to myself maybe its all karma to get me back.

But I still don't understand why she lied and what she lied? I had wild thought which I don't wish to speak of it. Hope she comes clean about what she really did. Earlier the better.